mere thoughts.

Prophet Muhammad is reported to have said: "Avoid suspicions, for suspicion is the greatest lie. And do not be inquisitive about one another, or spy on one another, do not outbid one another with a view to raising price. And do not feel jealous and do not entertain grudge against one another and do not backbite and the servants of Allah like brothers amongst yourselves."

Assalamu'alaikum...

I don't know why the heart is a bit restless today. I so want to blame my cycle, but that's just not it, I know, because it doesn't feel right. Alhamdulillah, I am fine. Alhamdulillah, I am busy, by having this dissertation to do, somehow I am quite occupied. I, for one, cannot imagine not having anything to do at all (although, on the contrary, that'd give me more time and chances to read online articles teehee).

But, still...

I was invited to a friend's place for a Bangladeshi taste-dinner. That's the great thing about going to a university and doing a course where 90 percent of your coursemates are international students, apart from having a range of friends from all over the world (even from places I never heard or paid attention of its existence), plus you get unofficial invite to their country (even though, chances of making that trip/holiday is quite slim at the moment). Anyways, it was a great time to meet up with some of my girlfriends from the course. And what do girls do when they meet up? That's right~

First, they scream.

Then, they hug.

Then, the usual, how are you's... missed you's...

*grins*

Anyhoos, when girls get together, we talk about everything and anything, ranging from dissertation, to supervisor, to how to write, to holiday, to food, to hang-out, to shopping... and especially.... about guys and relationships. WHAT ELSE?

And out of those moments, they were some that raised a little suspicions about two particular people. And perhaps that's why my heart is restless :S

I dunno lah.

So many things on my mind. I've got tons of 'other' things to worry about. So at the time being, I'll just keep on reminding myself not to get suspicious on other people, insya Allah, and insya Allah, keep on reminding myself not to do things that might raise suspicions from other people...

EVENTHOUGH, on the contrary, it is just obvious, so how can people NOT get suspicious?? It is good to avoid suspicious, also it is good to avoid doing things that could lead to suspicions, yes? Especially, when it comes to people's perception and judgement. In order to save yourself from becoming the 'topic of the day', then avoid doing things that could lead people to be suspicious of you. It all comes down to your own self jua kan?

Sigh.

Enough lah, you. (points at self). Go do your reading!

ps. I forgot to mention that last Sunday, we went picnicking at Iikley with families of Kak Lin, Kak Amy, Ida, Kak Midah and Kak Aisha. Place was absolutely gorgeous. Will post pictures up, maybe~ insya Allah...

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Am excited. My sister has posted wedding pictures of Sherliley on her blog. Go go see it. And sing along with me, Ness and I's theme song~~~ 1-2-3...

Ooooohhh Maaaaamaaaa... Saaaayyyaaaa maaaauuuuu kaaaawwweeeennnnn~~

i am, as of this moment, menghapus jejakmu... (in english, getting rid of your steps...)