Actions speak louder than words...

Salaam.

It has been an eventful day. Very eventful indeed. It's harsh in a way, but 'refreshing' at some point, revealing and uplifting can also be included to explain it. I guess, life is full of surprises, yes? And, what are the odds as well??

I drew up a few conclusions but of course I'm not gonna post it here.

But it has been eventful.

Do you know that actions indeed speak louder than words? Even though, in my case, I tend to say it with words MORE than I do with actions (in certain cases) and finding myself regretting for saying those things in the first place. lol. Typical.

With that said, there are just so many things I wanna say, but often, most times, I restrict myself from just blurting out stuff. I learned my 'mistakes' and past experience the hard way. Now, insya Allah, I think before I speak (well, most of the time when emotions don't go along with my mouth), and the good thing about blogging is... I can delete or save any post as draft when I feel like it's not appropriate to post it up. You can say that sometimes it's just better to 'let it all out' without having to let everyone else reads it (for fear of who might be reading and quote it back to me in the future)...

Sigh. I'm tired, really. And I haven't done much readings/revision today :S

And I have discussion tomorrow as well. How meh??

I'm not blaming today. What happened today, has happened. And you know what I think? I think that Allah knows best. Maybe ada hikmah disebaliknya kan? Allah knows best. Wallahua'lam.

It hurts, I admit. It hurts when I felt like denying everything, wishing it's not 'it', but deep down I know it's real. It hurts. But, instead of screaming and jumping to a few conclusions (like how I used to be), I stayed calm, and confronted in a calm manner, and Alhamdulillah :) now things are... ok, insya Allah.

Funny but.... I guess this is what I would call "adult relationship" (lol, lets not dwell into that for now). With every 'slap' (hypothetically speaking) I get, I still get up, and it makes me a more stronger person, making me more patient with how to deal things, and lets me learn from the mistakes and experience. Well, don't take my word for it... sometimes you have to experience it yourself to agree with this notion. I'm not generalizing it to everyone.

Plus I think (and know) that Allah is there to guide me as well, because He gives me great friends and listener who helps to guide me as well... Alhamdulillah.

Everything happens for a reason. If Allah brings you to it, He will bring you through it. Insya Allah, may today be a reminder for myself that life's like this. One minute when you're happy, you have to be prepared to face sadness as well, only then you can embrace life without so much to complain and question why things happen or didn't happen.

Life is easy. So take it easy. Set up your principles, aim to achieve them, tawakkal and enjoy the journey. (says him)

My response? "I'll see you in T in J, insya Allah" (an example of action speaks louder than words this!)

*grins*

Nyte now.

ps. Thanks you!