learning to say .no.

Salaam,

the truth of the matter is, I'm decoding my interview sessions and man I'm tired. I knew decoding can be so much *fun* so that was why I opted to conduct interview sessions for my thesis' data collection method when I was in Shell. Brilliant choice, neez.

But hey, at least I got to be in a familiar surroundings, no? Always, always appreciate the good things in life.

Speaking of which, I had the tendency to cook buttermilk chicken today. Didn't know why, I guess I was just bored, and hungry. lol

And I got a call from an O2 customer service operator. Now this is interesting, since my contract is ending soon, they do this sort of thing, by offering you a more unbelievably COOL price plan, at a GREAT CHEAPER price, with a brand new set of VERY LATEST handset. Sigh. And for a second there, I was all "yay yay, send me it send me it" when he explained the price plan, the handset which I would be getting the very next day. Get this, I can upgrade my contract to own a N95 free of charge, with 800 free minutes and 500 free text messages (which usually IF I were to want that phone on a new contract, I would have to pay about GBP120 for me to be eligible to get the phone and pay about GBP35 monthly with 600 free minutes and 500 free text messages - pick up your jaw from the floor) and just pay the current rate I'm paying at the moment - GBP35. NOW HOW COOL IS THAT? I was all "yes yes yes yes yes", but the catch was... I gotta extend my contract with O2 for another 24 months. Now, I am a devoted O2 customer since I came here and I would love to extend it - but the problem is, I ain't staying here for long. Sigh. So with all my might, I closed my eyes and said, "can I say no?" to the great offer!!!

N95!!!

So, what did I do to divert my sighing? Eat. And remind myself that there'll be other cooler phones, and when I can afford to buy a new handset, insya Allah, ada rezeki I can do that. (Even though, on the contrary, I love my N73 and I think it's suffice to make calls and send texts at the moment, so why need new toy?)

But still - N95!!! A seriously is interested in this phone. Would've made him a happy guy if he can own it. lol

Oh well. it's said and done now. No point stressing about it.

Besides, I have more decoding to do.

On a completely different and irrelevant note;

heart, broken. still.

:'(

can i be numb?